SUMMERS, HOPE ABIGAL

[HOPE SUMMMERS]

HOPE ABIGAL SUMMERS

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Part of where I'm going, is knowing where I'm coming from
I don't want to be
Anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do
Is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms
Wondering what I've got to do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
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BRACE MYSELF FOR RAZOR BLADES

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EVERYTHING WITH MEANING IS SHATTERED

FULL NAME: Hope Abigal Summers
NICKNAMES: Hopey/Hoperz
SEX: female
AGE: sixteen
GRADE: sophomore
SEXUAL ORIENTATION: straight
ETHNICITY: Caucasian

THIS DAY WILL DIE TONIGHT[/color]
AND THERE AIN'T NO EXCEPTION

FACE CLAIM: mischa barton
HAIR: brunette
EYES: green-blue
HEIGHT & WEIGHT: height: 5'6
weight: 135
BODY TYPE: average
DISTINGUISHING FEATURES:tattoos on her wrist, hip, and behind her ear. also she has a scar on her eyebrow. Its kind of hidden though.

TRICK WITH A DOUBLE TONGUE[/color]
BUT THE ONLY FOOL HERE'S ME

LIKES: sex
alcohol
singing = performing
chocolate
shopping
partying
swimming
food = chicken and noddles
movies = comdey, romance, action, mystery
money
sleep

DISLIKES:
bitchiness [for no aparent reason]
obnoxious people
gossip
liars
throwing up
tight asses
fake people
vanilla pudding
rusty jewelry
long distance relationships

STRENGTHS:
defiance
truth
math
soccer
singing
dancing
writing
being open minded

WEAKNESSES:
guys that sing/are artsy/cute
needles
lying [meaning shes really bad at it]
patience
anger

HABITS/QUIRKS:
runs hand through hair a lot
smells food/drinks before eating or drinking
relentless flirt

LOVE ME IN THIS FABLE[/color]
MY HEART IS IN YOUR HANDS

PARENTS: Patrica Summers| 41 | stay at home mom | deceased
Robert Bell | 43 | owner of a small shop | deceased
[adopted mother: aunt] Felicite Summers | 35 | hostess at a resturant | living
SIBLINGS: Zach Summers | 23 | college student | living
OTHER FAMILY: Uncle John Livermore [divorced from Felicite] | 37 | unknown | living

WON'T CRY FOR MY SOLITUDE[/color]
LAY MY HEAD AND DREAM OF YOU

MEMBER TITLE: R-RATED QUEEN
STEREOTYPE alluring party girl
ROLEPLAY SAMPLE:

She didn't except to be bothered anytime soon. So she just sat at the spring letting herself be healed. She began to think of how she was even being healed. Maybe it was just all mental. As if hearing there was a Spring of Healing then it must heal her but in the end just the name was promoting the idea of healing. It all confused her so let that thought drift away and she closed her eyes. The water was warm and the lights were dimly lit and she felt right at home. Something she rarely felt since her brother left home and her parents did as well...for good.

"Hope, good morning." She felt like it was a dream so she didn't open up her eyes. But the voice was too familiar to not open up her eyes and let crystal orbs see Val, just the person she was looking for. "Good morning Val." Hope looked away casually and continued to listen to what he said. Seeing him cross his legs she continued to let him speak. "A little birdy told me you were looking for me." Sighing she looked at him and shrugged. "I wasn't quite looking for you just asking if you were here. But regardless..." she stopped with the whole trying to be cool act and looked at him, "It's really good to see you." Laughing she looked away at her feet in the water.

"I like your shirt by the way," she added smoothly. Touching the ruffle in the front she grinned and continued, "It really fits you." Nodding her head she let the ruffle go and continued to swish her feet in the water. Two days ago Hope, Val, and a few other friends had played a card game that didn't end up being the best game ever but she still had fun. Looking at Val she remembered his face under the moonlight putting his hand on the bottom of her back to support her so she wouldn't go to sleep. That was like a dream.

"It's been over 4 years Val. Can you believe it? We've been through up's and downs but it always seems to end up at the same place." Sighing she leaned back on her hands staring at the ceiling. She was right. They would be best friends for a while then argue, become horrible friends, then make up by doing something totally out of line, and then Hope would again fall for Val. But she wasn't about to go and explain that to him. "You never told me Val...why did you leave?" she asked him clearly. "Why did you go? Why would you go leave when we were at the best. I mean everyone seemed to be." Shaking her head she just stopped talking. Life trows you so much to handle and she was trying so hard to handle it too.

At the beginning of her time at Beauxbatons she was stress free. She had Raliegh, Lilli, Axelle, Drake, Val, and so many other people. But when they all started to drift apart life started to get harder. Will popped into the picture and so did Matty and Evan whom she had no problems with. Fee jumped in too which was bitter sweet because they were basically fighting over someone who Hope thought had already chosen...Fee. So she stopped fighting and let him go. She loved Dax with all her heart but he left and yet again the young belle was heart broken once more. Old flames came and gone but her heart was still intent on Val. And she had no idea why. Why was he so important to her?

She wanted to get all the answers out of him now for the sake of her sanity. She was going crazy with thoughts of trying to always fight over his love and affection. Hope needed to know if she could stop trying to fight over him with other people. He made it hard for her to stop though. Part of her called him cruel and the other part said he was perfectly oblivious to what was going on around him which was the case many times. She thought back to when she professed her love for Val and all he did was stare at her, dead behind the eyes. She started to cry and stormed off. She wasn't going to stand there letting him stare at her. He had already chosen his path. But she was so curious to know why, how, what, where, when. Everything. She wanted to know everything. Something that wasn't possible but Val could help her understand what he was going through so she could help him too. She knew that she always excepted the help but from now on she was going to try and help Val even if he wanted to seem like superman.

But as her thoughts flip flopped in her mind she had no choice but to dismiss the other questions and get right to the point. " Did you ever regret leaving? Because to be honest Val, I regret not begging you stay..." she admitted to him. She really wanted to ask if he ever regretted leaving her the way they did leave off. Awkward but still she was madly in love with him. The sad thing was...he knew she was but did almost nothing about it. She sometimes saw the flicker of interest in his eyes but he did such a good job at hiding how he truly felt about people. Sighing she looked at him and waited for an answer.
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CELEBRATE NO VICTORIES[/color]
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